.counting.dwn..&.to.d.special.him..

.18.more.days..marks.d.end.of.my.journey.with.my.current.employer..
.it.has.been.3+.years..whirpool.of.emotions..unbearable..but..
.ive.gotta.learn.to.move.on..=).tkcare.my.dearest.frnds..i.will.
.miss.my.days.there.badly!.&.especially.d.special.someone..yaya..him..
.hee..no.matter.what.you.do.i'll.still.missya!.hee!.

.it's.time.i.venture.out.&.swim.in.the.vast.open.sea..
.uncertainties..afraid..etc..but.i.will.survive.making.YOU.
.as.my.perfect.role.model..there.are.just.so.much.of.ur.
.qualities.i.wished.i.possess.em..maybe.that's.y.d.admiration..

.ive.got.so.much.to.say.but.i.jus.dunno.whr.to.start.&.i.dun.dare..
.(.yahyah.im.a.mouse.infront.of.u..as.others.say.).
.anyway.it.doesnt.matter..
.jus.take.care.stay.healthy.and.be.happy.forever.mr.handsome.forever~.=P..
.i.will.nv.forget.d.times.&.memories.we.have.&.shared..
.many.at.times..thinking.abt.those.great.times.it'll.still.bring.a.smile.on.my.face.=P.
.of.cos.not.forgetting.d.bad.times..

.but.ive.really.learnt.a.lot.a.lot.frm.u..
.for.eg..wash.electric.kettle..u.cant.wet.the.base.of.d.kettle..heehee..
."mei.you..mei.you.shen.mo?!"..
.tak.tak..
.funny.version.of.chen.li.de.yue.guang..
.stefanie.sun.calling.ur.name..haha!.
.all.d.funny.emails.u.sent..etc..

.really.miss.those.times..~wo.huai.nian.de..~=).
.see.la..this.ending.ah..must.be.really..
.cos.we.sang.together.too.many.times.of..
.WU.YAN.DE.JIE.JU..speechless.ending..-_-..hee~

.thanks.for.keeping.my.secret.for.me.and.lemme.b.by.u.for.2+.yrs..
.yeah.&.ive.accepted.d.fact.that.things.between.d.two.of.us.will.
.never.be.d.same.again..d.crack.is.there.and.it's.there.to.stay..maybe..

.but..whatever.has.happen..had.happened..don't.brood.abt.who.is.at.fault.
.what.we.should.have.or.shouldnt.have.done..
.i.just.sincerely.wish.u.well..

.18.more.days..i.wont.even.get.see.email.frm.this.person..but..
.i'll.get.used.to.it.eventually..i.will..&.i.can..
.ultimately..i.still.dun.dare..dun.dare.&.i.dun.wanna.
.ask.for.chances.anymore..cos.i.knw.ive.been.given.many.many.many.chances...
.&.i.really.thank.and.appreciate.him..