What did i Do?

What did i do.....
to have to know you
to have to meet you
to have to be even thinking abt ur feelings

to give in to everything you do & say

to take everything in my stride

to throw away even my pride
to be pushing every of my qualities to the max

to deserve these treatments

Yes! i am not popular, not pretty, not knowledgable, not mature like others.. & the list goes on i guess, that's at least in ur eyes..

I dun ask to be praise or anything... but jus hope to be treated & respected at least like a human... or FRIEND...

In return.....
i receive harsh repulsive responses

I just wish that i have never knew & met you...nothing i do is ever good enough! I am very very very tired..drained..i've tried..my best..& i meant it...