.what.should.i.do.next...

.should.i.start.frm.scratch?..this.is.really.taking.a.toil.on.me..

.i.barely.haf.time.for.my.music..it's.extremely.upsetting.in.this.case..
.&.i.hate.d.way.things.are.right.nw..

.hw.i.wish.i.may.jus.wake.one.day.and.fall.into.the.career.ive.always.longed.for..

.jaded..forlorned..maybe.leaving.was.not.a.wise.choice..
.i.can.nv.fight.d.war.with.them.ever.again..