.8.more.days..

.things.are.going.well..im.coping.well..
.8.more.days..&.i`ll.b.on.d.path.to.d.next.level..
.kinda.unbearable..eh..it's.3.yrs.plus.of.memories..
.though.there.were.gd.and.bad..but.they.were.GREAT.memories..

.goal.before.my.25th.year.of.age.is.attained..
.next.will.b.my.goal.before.i.turn.30..
.hee.i.shall.keep.it.to.myself.for.nw..
.DEFINATELY.not.marriage..

.within.d.next.8.days..
.i.will.try.again.something.that.needs.a.lot.of.my.courage.
.this.time.i.will.only.have.3.days.of.preparation..
.face.pride.ego.all.i.dun.wan..i.jus.want.my.frnd.back..so..
.wish.me.luck..
.nothing.great..it's.just.something.i.need.&.ought.to.do..=).

.an.sms.which.was.supposed.to.b.sent.to.d.person..
.but.yah..i.dun.dare..dunno.if.it.will.b.harsh.or.offend.d.person.further..

.here.it.goes..

."sorry.that.if.ive.done.d.wrong.thing.at.d.wrong.time.
.im.doing.all.these.things.only.nw.not.bcos.im.leaving.soon.
.it's.bcos.im.too.scared.of.doing.wrong.things..
.it.took.me.3.months.to.think.n.cough.up.all.courage.to.ask.
.a.question.which.u.might.think.it's.too.late..
.but.yes.im.feeling.my.time's.running.short..
.but.it's.cos.u.r.a.very.great.person.to.keep.
.as.a.friend..&.i.really.do.not.wish.to.lose.u.as.a.friend..
.im.leaving.i.jus.wish.to.clear.d.air..
.i.knw.u.r.not.obliged.to.grant.my.wish..
.anyway.u.should.knw.hw.ego.n.hw.much.i.want.face.
.but.it's.bcos.i.do.not.wish.to.lose.u.as.a.friend.so.i..
.decided.to.b.thick.skinned..
.i.took.so.long.bcos.im.too.afraid.to.say.or.do.wrong.things..
.i.wannt.ask.but.scared.wrong.time.everytime.wrk.is.
.already.so.stress.for.u.TLs..
.so.i.waited.n.waited.

.u'll.nv.realise.hw.much.ive.really.learnt.frm.u..
.especially.hw.to.cherish.my.family.nw..
.aft.u.woke.me.up..wat.ive.been.doing.was.totally.unacceptable..
.ive.lost.u.as.a.friend.n.yes.ppl.might.c.that.i.have.a.lot.
.of.new.frnds.n.think.im.happy..
.but.truthfully.losing.u.1.frnd.i.found.many.new.frnds..
.but.no.use..cos.im.not.happy.at.all..

.i.dun.learn.anything..but.probs..more.n.more..
.but.no.matter.what.u.do..yes..maybe.as.a.human.i'll.b.hurt..
.but.i'll.nv.give.up.on.someone.whom.i.feel.it's.worth.
.throwing.my.pride.n.ego.to.get.d.frnd.back.

.but.of.cos.i.knw.u.dun.like.to.b.forced.to.do.things.
.n.i.wont.force.and.ask.for.any.chances.cos.i.knw..
.i.have.been.given.too.many.chances.

.im.gibberish.i.dunno.whr.this.sms.is.heading..
.but.i'll.not.give.up.trying.to.get.u.back.as.a.friend."